the Power of GOodbye

[Father Dave]

Sumptin' i wrote in high school and NOT directed at anyone here...

"You said you were
my friend upon
whom i could
depend...but
when life and i began
to disagree-
like all my other
"friends", you
deserted me..."

I make a wish to have all wounds inflicted upon friends here...healed and sealed.
I extend a hand to all.

I am humble...

dave

<font color="#f7f7f7" size="1">[ June 27, 2002 08:22 PM: Message edited by: Father Dave ]</font>

[Blazey]

misses you..and sends you a hug..

[demon chloe]

misses ya both...~

i feeeel lost..... [img]graemlins/broken_heart.gif[/img]

[Father Dave]

and, to you, Sunshine- I send a smile.

And to all of you I send a heart full of gratitude
and a promise of forever if ...you JUST BELIEVE...

[img]graemlins/rose.gif[/img] [img]graemlins/rose.gif[/img] [img]graemlins/cat.gif[/img]

[demon chloe]

i said fuck you....and im sorry...but...i always feel like shit.....like i let you down............every fucking time.....and yeah you sound like you had a bad week.............i just happen to not want to talk about myne......here...you dont have to talk about anything..really....ya know? ..........i can do whatever and no one knows..cry..laff..........whateever.....so again.......i aopologize...


i said this to someone today........

theyve had a tough week.... really tough from the sound of it.........

i feel like my week was tough too.....and i wanted the comfort zone of a computer .....i dont want to cry in front of others....some days.....

~so the new hardened me..says this........ when i got no response......

....since you couldnt respond to that...i think its best......ya just forget me...K?


the ties that bind......... there really arent any.....

[Blazey]

Thinks we need a heart-to-heart..cuz your not doing so well from the looks of it..who's ass do i need to kick..who's making you sad..grrrrowlzzzzzzzzzzz..i dont like to see you sad...it hurts me....but know what..we cant be happy all the time..and that i understand..its why you and me are the best of freinds...we know when the other needs space..and when they dont..true freinds till the end...i [img]graemlins/heart.gif[/img] ya!

[demon chloe]

ooooooohh me oh myyyyyyyy *G*


really ...... life feels ackward right now...

but you know that stuff...already.....

and the days at work..and hot..and long..and its not a job..where you can show your emotions.....

so if i wake up crying..i have to stuff it..put a happy face on........and pretend for 9 hours....... that in itself is exhausting...........


but.......youre right.....tis why i love you so.....you know when to push...and when to say.....okie...im here when youre ready


love you [img]graemlins/heart.gif[/img]

[Blazey]

yup..and when to push even harder and piss ya off.. [img]smile.gif[/img]

[demon chloe]

yeah....at you...growllllzzzzz...

your heart is not open..so i must go....~

[Father Dave]

damnit..something i wrote was erased...

would it help if i told you that i needed ya BOTH right now?

would it help if i told ya that i was ready to give up, right now?

would it help if you knew i was in need of good thoughts right now?

will you be here for me?
will you help me?
will you...????

damn...


dave